hahah... it's ok PhiLiP.. i fOrgivE yOu! hahah... and i knOw i'm yer gerL and everything but i woN't be cRyin' nO teaRs... so s'aLL gOod! LOLz.. remember this.. 101z... hahah.. n*E*wAiSe..*AHEM*!! i'm not nOzY.... am i? daRn... weLL then... it's ok.. i don't want it... s'aLL gOOd.. but hahha.. i coPied yOU... SORTA! actuaLLy.. YOU COPIED ME! . . . even though you proaLLy dunnO it... hahah... but whEn i fiRst mOved to Korea.. i bought aLL these LiL bOoks... anD then i wRote in them... and it wasn't a reaL jouRnaL.. cause i wrote tO nicoLe! sO yea... it's like this biG aSs bOok of me juss writin' to her... that's baSicaLLy it.. hahah.. and i started another one juss 2 days agO.. but i didn't write any names in it.. so i dunnO if she gets it this time.. but i have like 6 bOoks for her that i never sent cause i always forget! and then i started one for you like 5 months agO! and i stopped writin' in it... *AHEM* my baD?! hahah... and i have one for my sister.. but then i was mad at her.. so i was like.. funk that! ahah... weLL yea... i hOpe there is peaCe in the wOrLd~~ =P

hMm..... and i'm nOt gunna saY anything to phiLiP any mOre.. cause i dont' want a beat dOwn! hahah... danGg! hOw muCh can you benCh phiLip?! hahah.. we needa go to the gym together!! hahah.. heLL yea~!! i go there every other day.. but theni think imma start going everyday! hahah.. i need toO!! i'm sO prOud of my seLf!! 6 LBS in 9 days!! why isn't anyone pattin' me on the baCk!! aiSh!! friggin' chumPs! yer aLL jeaouS!! LOL.... yea... right! hahah... but i still weigh heLLa.. but my friends all say it's muscLe.. what muscLe? hahah..

oOh yea... you guyS knOw that roGer guy...right? weLL i saw him yesterday... at tOwn hOuse.. it was Like... arounD 9:50~10:00... awww... he was Lookin' gOod.. hahah.. .in cRoSS countRy outfiT!! j/P! hahah... but i juss ounf out someting.. he's HALF bLaCk and HALF chinesse!! wOo hOo!! hahah.. he looks all bLaCk thouGh~ but his LaSt name is WONG WON! sO i dunno why i didn't think about that sOonEr. but yea.... i saw OsCar tOo.. hahah.. that LiL shOrt man.. i didn't even kNow he was there!! and he was like.. "what the funK" haha... and i was like.. OH MY GOSH!! my baD!! couLdn't see ya.. ya bLended in!! hahah.. but i really had to pee.. so i went to the bathrOOm and then they LefT! hahah.. i gave rOger a HIGH FIVE! LOLz...

weLL yea.. i wrote a Lot... sO i think imma bounCe!! hehe... wiSh everyOne a niCe day!! heheh.. but that sOnG bAD day by fueL is koOLiO.. haha..so haLf of you hve a gOod day and haLf of you haev a bad daY~ hahah.. j/P!! LoVE ya'LL!! think about me 24~7..LOL.. bye bye..

and... PHILIP!! YOU HAVE 1 WEEK TO GIMME MY LETTER!! chumP! hah
posted by Anonymous 3:52 PM

LOL sorry amanda...nobody gets my "journal" YET. haha psh besides...u juss wanna read it cuz ur nozy!! GRRRRR.. haha its all good though. hmm 2morrow is the homecoming dance. I'm not going...i have my reasons. Instead imma hang out with joey, samantha, and MAYBE dana at joey's...we'll see. Something to do..whoop-dee-doo. I wish everyone thats goin to homecoming to have lots of fun. yah yah i know...how fun can it really be without ME>?!?! haha yah..have fun. And to the girl i care about most... try to only shed tears of happiness 2morrow night..heh.. i wish u luck. GOODNIGHT.
posted by Philip 10:31 PM

good lord...SOOOOOOOO MUCH crap happend yesterday...i cant even begin to tell u all how pissed, annoyed, angry, sad, depressed, i was yesterday. ARGH SO MUCH STOOPID SHIET! ARGH. Well lets juss say it involved me, and me close to hurtin someone physically. But i didnt...to bad too. heh.. i am so sick of people telling me to get over this, and people tellin me to juss 4 get it, or pretty much telling me TO CHANGE HOW I FEEL. i dont control how i feel...so stop telling me to feel otherwise dammit. So wat if im mad. so wat if im sad, angry watever. So that gives u the right to step up to me and say nothing but "dont worry it'll get better, or im sorry, or juss dont like her, or WATEVER". STOP TELLING ME HOW TO FEEL! I feel the way i do cuz i do...i dont control my emotions. They control me. Yesterday everyone saw my anger, FUCK THAT, now on top of all my personal problems i get nozy ass people talking behing my back about this and that. argh.
posted by Philip 10:18 PM

gOsh phiLip!! your sO mean to me!! =(
posted by Anonymous 4:40 PM

hAhAh.. daYam gerL!! nOw you need to sEnd me piCtureS of eaCh guy individuaLLy wRapped..LOLz.. j/P!! j/P!! and send them to me.. and then yannO.. put some of the GOOD pictures of me *AHEM* on yer binDer and be like.. "oOh and did i mentiOn my friend, amanda" LOLz!! heLL yea!! danGg!! weLL sChooL is gettin' better these days.. i'm bein' more OPEN about everything.. heheh~~ i'm so pRouD of myseLf!!! hahah.. i'm taLkin' mOre in mY hOnorS cLaSS.. but mainLy juss to susan..cauSe i don't reLate to anyone eLse.. and me and patti are talkin' more.. SORTA.. since that "inncident" happened.. we haven't been taLkin'... in aRChiteC.. i'm aLready heLLa LouD.. but i onLy taLk to Tami, micheLLe, anD stEph.. so imma make an effOrt to gO aheaD and taLk to jameS, zaCh... and thAt freshman gerL.. cauSe thOse are the onLy ppL i can reLate tOo..and maybe that one seCretary gerL too... hmm.. and in biOLogy.. i dont' taLk THAT muCh.. but i'LL start... heh.. sorta.. i dont' like that gerL that sits in fRont of me.. dayam..alwayS be scratchin' her nappy ass hair in my face! gRr!! juss wanna rip it all out!! >_< and then in wOrLd histOry!! hahah.. my seniOr guy is up in that cLaSS so i have NO PROBLEMS in there.. .LOLZ.. and i taLk aLot... sOrta~~ mmmhhhmmm and then geomEtry i taLk a Lot..sorta.. but then i dunnO 1/2 the cLaSS.. to many dayam freshman in geometry..gRr make me feeL so stoOpiD!! hahah..andin kOrean.. i'm pretty taLkative.. i taLk to atleast 1/2 the cLaSs... and then finaLLy in art... *AHEM* that cLaSS is so deaD! hahah..so many daYam freshman..it's CRAZY!! and they all speak korean..so it's like.. uhhh.. hahha.. but one freShman is heLLa koOL... sOnya.. and i taLk to juLia~ but yea.. imma watCh that mOvie.. "ChriTina's houSe" oR something..so bye~~
posted by Anonymous 2:21 AM

bOOk bOok bOok bOok bOok bOOk boOk bOok bOok!! me me me me me me me me!! bOok bOok Book!! Gimme GimmE GimmE bOOk!
posted by Anonymous 2:16 PM

awww!! PhiLip!! can i have the bOok?!?! we dOnt even taLk nO mOre.. i feeL Like i dunnO yOu.. and you saiD so yerseLf..it's a way for someone to get to knOw you!! i dunnO YOu!! who you be?! hahah!! cOmmOn!!! cOmmOn!! i want the bOok!! i want the bOok! i'll pay for shiPpin' to yO!! aww.. i'll write a book too!! and we can switch!! kay?! common!! pLeaSe!! hehhe..i'm so seriOus!! imma start a bOok nOw!! imma write in it... imma write dear diaRy.. a.k.a. PhiLip... and you better gimme yers tOo!! i live 1/2 way around the woRLD!! coMmon!! hahah.. can you tell i want the bOok?! gimme gimme!!
posted by Anonymous 5:04 AM

hahha.. i am chiLLin'... hahah.. i have hOmewOrk.. gOsta bounCe
posted by Anonymous 11:35 PM

hey hey! ...haha uhh sorry...juss alot of stuff goin on down here. haha im juss trying to keep my head on straight lately. but its all good. i have to do some MAJOR crap 2morrow...like all this school clubs crap and then the football game..then theres other crap. SOOO i'll give a nice big blog 2morrow ok!! haha so chillax amanda! haha goodnight!
posted by Philip 10:37 PM

danGg!! PhiLiP!~! yer suPPose to bLog here!! hahah..AND YOU TOO NICOLE!
posted by Anonymous 1:54 AM

hAhAh.. Let's taLk about s3x... babY! Let's talk about yOu and me.. hahah.. i remember that sOnG!! hahah..weLL i have sOme weirD newS for yOu guyS!! hAhAh..weLL i went with Gina and her bOo.. OsCar to gO get Gina's dreSS and hiS suiT.. hahah... smArt anD sOphiStiCatEd...LOLz... weLL yea... we were there..and we saw thiS one guy... hiS name iS jOsh. anD like.. i knOw him.. cause thiS one gErL... bRittany Lamb went out with him.. for 3 dayS.. and then they got in a fight and she bRoke up with him...i was like.. awww~~ and then LikE.. whenme and Gina were makin' her dRess OsCar Left and met up with jOsh... and they looked fOr a suiT... and then we were dOne and they were gOne.. so we went to thiS one pLaCe called CHARM.. cause it's hiS "older bRother"s stOre.. and they dO bOdy pieRcing and tattOoinG..and they make CDs for you!! i love that plaCe!! hahah.. i wanan get my beLLy pierced there yO!! n*E*waiSe.. we were like sittin' dOwn waitin' for them.. and then they FINALLY came.. and then we were sittin' down on this swing thinGy,... hahah.. anD then OsCar was like.. "Eh yO amanda.. thiS is jOsh... anD jOsh thiS is amanda.." but i dunNo why he said it sO LatE.. cause we aLreaDy met up with eaChother before.. hahah.. and then we were aLL gunna go dOwn to thiS cOffEe shOp... and then like... we gOt a taXi..and then Josh got a phone caLL and there was gunna be a fight or somethinG..so then he Left..and i was like.. i wanna watCh! hahah.. but he was walkin' and joGgin' all faSt.. hahah.. and sO we juss got up in the taXi... and then OsCar was like.. "eh.. yanno that jOsh thinks yer KyOOte..right?" and iwas like.. whatever.. shuDDup.. liar! and i was like.. pSh.. zipit! haha.. and then he was like.. i'm seriOus yO! aiGhts.. don't believe me..and he was like.. whY do you think i intRoduced yOU..and bLaH..hahah..and then he was mad cause i didn't beLieve him. sO nOw i believe him.. hahah.. but he's a jOuniOr.. daYam.. hahah..and he went out with this gerL i know... and we're tiOte..and she said he's a BIA BIA.. hahah~ weLL yea... I still don't beLieve him thouGh..sOo yea...

but n*e*waiSe.. i needa find shOes for me!! those kinds that i have are heLLa smaLL yO! OuCh!! hahah.. g2g.. bYe
posted by Anonymous 4:32 AM

dang..have yall heard O-town - we fit together? SHEIT mayan it sounds some nice happy song...but its all about SEX! Dang now THATS a boy band haha. Uhh yah...didnt do anything AT ALL 2 day...bored out of my mind. Uhh dont really have much to say tonite...but i juss like the fact that i blog everyday...so blah..goodnight!
posted by Philip 8:29 PM

heheh.. i'm haPPy yer happY! hahah.. sorry..LOLz
posted by Anonymous 2:07 PM

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